@sanjeevm, thanks so much for your kind reply - it made me feel a bit better. I try to balance anger and sadness with laughter - there are definitely more things in life to worry about, right? Right now I want to kill him, but it will pass, and if I tried to hit him, I'd miss and hurt myself, haha.

I do think you are right, for sure! Online can be great but I think ordering from reputable companies is the best way to go.