As it is, my friend. Nothing is permanent ;)

You may go back... or you may not.

But I hear you. I was pretty stunned as well after the third visit. Wide-eyed, in fact. About two years ago now, I think. I had another course booked halfway through last year but it didn't feel right then so I cancelled.

Then I stopped "sitting" and began to dance again. Movement and joy instead of asceticism and meditation for a while as that was needed. I think. But who tf knows these things really.

And now I've begun to "sit" a bit again. I need this again now. Everything has spiraled downwards and this needs to be balanced again. It's hard to "start again", huh?! :D

So as we ebb and flow, perhaps...

like the River. Be like the river. You know what's what ❤️