I am so sorry for your loss
Our pets are our family. Losing a pet is the same as losing a family member. It never gets easier and you'll never get over it. But you will learn to appreciate the good times amd memories you had without the sadness.
He will come visit you in many ways 💚
I hope I can do that, remember him and smile, now It's still too soon, I just miss him so much. Part of the reason I decided to go to the gym in the mornings is to not be here alone and crying. Every morning it was just the two of us talking, I got to a level where I could have full conversations with him, in cat language also haha, I understood him a bit too well