no, no, no, absolutely no need, this not a sub-4-sub kind of a deal. :D Absolutely no pressure to subscribe. I'm just digging your vibe, is all. As for what kind of unhinged, well, you see, in truth, I have way more of a 'main character' vibe to me than I let slip in polite society out of courtesy and the conditioning that it is not ok to.. shine.. THAT brightly..!! You know? :D So I plan to just do my own thing.. and vibe.. whatever that may entail in any given point in spacetime :D So anything that I'd normally shy away from sharing, feeling like ooh, that might be too much, or too out there, or too wo-wo.. or too illogical.. too emotional.. stuff like that.