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Alex’s teenage years brought hormonal changes, and despite the challenges in privacy, he began to understand and explore his sexuality, including masturbation. However, the constant fear of being caught or interrupted created an undercurrent of anxiety during these private moments.

Developing Romantic Feelings and the First Love

As Alex entered secondary school, where he was in a mixed-gender environment, he began to notice others forming relationships. Despite his feelings, he was hesitant—convinced that his disability would be an insurmountable barrier. Cultural stereotypes and his own preconceived notions led him to believe he might never be truly loved or accepted for who he was.