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He recounts how thoughts about self-annihilation crossed his mind, driven by feelings of inadequacy and despair. His initial red flag came when contemplating whether his wife’s father, in the insurance business, could help him manipulate the system for financial gain if he were to die accidentally. Esposito admits that this was a deeply dark time, and the idea of making his family financially secure over his own life seemed like a solution born out of profound hopelessness.