It IS sad, but not as pitiful as you might imagine... We all have bad days like this, (and the lucky people who don't have them, are just lucky,) I'll be happy if someone made a threadcast like this for me, that's why I did this for you.
How sad is it that I had an entire venting threadcast inspired by my insipid moaning and whining?
I shouldn't be pitied, but spit upon and laughed at until I behave the way I should. Some people can only learn this way. I can't possibly be happy that I devolved into this. I've burdened you enough. I shouldn't be responding back to your original threadcast, but rather to myself. Sorry to you, and sorry to everyone else. And most importantly, to those close to me. Something I must show through action.