Ohh you're from the Philippines, I've never been there, but I have friends from there who live here in Germany and are really great people.
I learnt how to make filled dumplings from them.
I'll see if your film tips are also available in German-speaking countries, thanks for that.
Don't think that you are alone, because even though this world is a mean and unfair place, we are constantly learning to grow in our tasks and to withstand all that makes us stronger.