Yeah dude. Peaks and valleys, they say. After enough experience with struggles in life I'm starting to think there truly is no bottom. One is just in the moment, and it's shitty, but it could be worse; and I've experienced worse. Sure I could sit there and compare, find the shittiest of all, but they were all shitty, regardless.
Since there's no bottom, there's no top. Best day of my life was overpowered by, that other good day. Once again you're in the moment with plenty of room to go in either direction, regardless of standing.
It's strange though because if you think you're at the top, there's only one place to go and that's down. Think you're at the bottom, the only place to go is up. Moral of the story is: Never convince yourself you're done.
Can you tell I'm stoned?
No more than normal.
The "top and bottom" of life is interesting as, there really is neither, until the bitter end, or that glorious end - whichever way it goes. I assume that heaven is BS, because we are human and no matter how perfect it is, it'd never be perfect enough for us, meaning that it can't be heaven.
I think heaven is described as the opposite of jail, so be good or you're going to jail.
Don't need to die to experience the good life. That's all they're trying to say.
As for that final day, when those eyes close, man, you start dreaming.
Go to sleep at night, what happens? An entire world to explore inside your head, and no concept of time. I've lived entire weeks inside there only to wake up and it's twenty minutes later and I missed my show.
That final dream will feel like an eternity. Won't even know you're gone. And some people have nightmares, I guess.
I am hoping it is fade to black and that is it - not because I don't want to explore more, but perhaps, I need the rest.
I want to upload my brain into a, technological advancement yet to be named. Live until the power goes out. Watch videos and stuff. Text people from the grave.