You've really done great things and just continue. Are you still planning to move to the US at some point? I guess if you can even move there, you'd definitely improve your life a lot. Also, I am pretty bad at saying "No" even when I really needed help, I am also still trying to fix that one.
yes mac, i will go for my internships on April, when I finish and receive my title, I will fly away✈️
also, you will have a place to stay if you want to travel to US🤣.