I don't allow myself to wonder that, I guess I make the decision knowing it is the right one at the time and based on what I know, perceive or understand. Once I've moved on it doesn't come to mind. Keeping in mind, drawing lines under people like this is not an everyday thing and is an extreme measure.
Moving away from a negative force or influence has never been a problem for me, I know what staying will do to me and in leaving, at least I have a better chance at better.
Hi Swigly, I'm doing well and hope you are also! 😊