Lost in my path.

How long will I keep being like this?

I'm stuck in the void.

My soul is hopeless and restless,

I am willing but my flesh is unwilling.

I have applied a few strategies and yet still unwilling.

No! No!! No!!!

I can't be like this.... never will I continue this way.

I say "oh my days of slumbering are over" and yet it still lingers.

I have lost track of time with just a little distraction.

I'm in a mental detention and my existence is in suspension.

I battle against the soul rippers that I only can feel.

There's an innermost conflict arising between my optimistic and pessimistic beings, choosing where to dwell for a while.

I stare at them from the distance and observe their acts.

I await my reign again just like I rule fiercely.

There will be an outburst of power and both will be submissive.

But until then, I lay down my guard.

And vulnerably surrender my power.

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I have been away for over two weeks in my entire blogging platform and I sincerely apologize for not being here consistent but trust me I was with y'all from a distance.

I don't need the pity or sympathy, I need to reassure myself of the motivation and strength I need to pass through trials...well, I am back!

I missed y'all though, although no one missed me😒😒