This is awkward.
Not the fact that I'm talking to myself, because it is something I do very often, I just don't know where to start.
You already pass through everything on your own, you have accomplished things that at the beginning looked impossible, but with discipline and perseverance you get the results you wanted.
What will stop you now?
I'm saying things you already know, but the truth is that you are so used to do everything by your own, that you lose the total necessity of asking for help even when you really need it.
It isn't bad to resolve your own problems, but there are moments where you can't afford it. Those people that offered you help and you said "no" they really wanted you to success. So why don't you accept it?
It takes time to form a good relation with someone, you know because you are living it, not everyone is used to your way of living, your sense of humor (a very dark and illogical sense of humor), since your best friend left the country, despite you meet really good new people, it isn't the same.
But don't hesitate! People will come, just keep hanging out every time you can, keep being like you always have been and you will find a great person to share time with.
It is incredible to look at you and see how much your growth has improved economically and personally, you already notice that most of the people you meet want to spend time with you or at least they are always saying great things in your name.
You have done great things, not just great, AMAZING!
If you read this and don't use the advices I just wrote, read it again until you do you piece of crap.
You've really done great things and just continue. Are you still planning to move to the US at some point? I guess if you can even move there, you'd definitely improve your life a lot. Also, I am pretty bad at saying "No" even when I really needed help, I am also still trying to fix that one.
yes mac, i will go for my internships on April, when I finish and receive my title, I will fly away✈️
also, you will have a place to stay if you want to travel to US🤣.