My only sonshine ♥️

It was Feb 19 2018. I took a test before I went to the office. Before I put my pee on the kit I am praying, that if its Gods will I will accept it even it is unplanned. Unplanned because we are not married yet but from the time we had an affair I know and I felt already that someone will come into our lives.

We have no regrets of having you in our life. Everyone is so excited to see if you are a baby girl or baby boy. My officemates was so careful with me because I am bearing you. I feel so special because I have you. They always touch my tummy, waiting for you to move but you're to shy and didnt give them a kick 😄

I always rendered overtime then, I go home fast because I am priority and I dont need to fall in line just to ride a jeep and bus. I dont need also to walk in the underpass of Ayala that makes me tired because the MMDA assist me everday just to across the road 😂

Your grandparents is so excited too because you are their first grandchild. They already suggested a name even we dont know your gender yet

Time comes that we can now reveal your gender. Your are a boy and your father called you Blue. Since then all our friends calls you Blue until now 😄

We are so excited to see you. After my shift in work I will sang you a song or I played a classic music and placed my phone near my tummy.

I always prayed for you. I always prayed for my safety delivery.

I want to deliver you in a normal way but it cant be because you are a breech and cord coil. So I undergo ceasarian section.

I cant explain my feeling when you first cried. I am so high with the anesthesia but I can hear you crying. I thank God becuase you and me were safe that time.

Now you are turning four year old in few months. Time flies so past. I have now 4 year old son.

My sonshine ❤