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RE: DEAR DIARY #5

in Motherhoodlast year

@name0 thank u for this coment

I just picked him up from his mother's house. We found my mother and his grandmother. And we went to Urca beach for lunch and a walk. He played a lot and I took some photos. I don't know why but I felt tired and had a headache. But I just put him to sleep so I decided to blog a little. I love being present in his life. These are very valuable moments. I put an instrumental to compose at low volume and he woke up. I took him out of the crib, gave him milk, a pacifier, Monica's group on television and put him to bed. I spent half an hour admiring him rolling around in bed and I realized that he looks a lot like me physically and also in his affectionate way. I'm very proud of the direction things are going. The best thing I did in the last year was to put an end to the ''dream of the perfect family'' to make the commitment to ''perfect upbringing'' for my son. Relationships have an ending, children are forever. If anyone reading this message is going through difficult times in their relationship, consider this. It was the best thing I did. Today, with total mental health, the quality of time I spend with my son is fantastic. I enjoy his company and deal with his learning issues naturally and lightly. Francisco is special, he learns everything very quickly and is a fun guy. It's an honor to be this little boy's father.