The first time self realization as a woman was so sudden to her understand, I can feel it and I can also imagine how that can be to a girl that has no idea of what is happening to her, things we do not know, can be so big for us to know, but in the eyes of those who might have a knowledge about that thing, it is so small to them, I admire you a lot for being a nice elder to your siblings.

Thanks, I admire your post.