GUILTY PLEASURE

Hi hivers, I am back to discuss to you about what guilty pleasure is.
Firstly, I will want to shed more light about what guilty pleasure is also....

What I can say about it is that,Guilty pleasures are the things either little or much that we have hidden inside our mind and capture our inner minds to do some things that make our minds and body get some addiction. GUILTY PLEASURE are called this because of some certain things attached to it and for a reason and everyone has at least one or two within. This can be something that makes us loss our income or we end up spending and squandering things we have due to the influence we are on.. This will make you buy things bother useful to you and not useful to you out of influence but you just have to be very careful of spending recklessly, but I always like to think of myself as the type of person who thinks before I do something and not the thing that I probably don’t need at that point in time.

When you indulge in guilty pleasurs you get used to it with time when you are not with caution..You become the harsh type to everyone around you when the don't get the satisfaction you wanted and tend to spend on everything you need...You might even feel rejected or alone when you are not getting the things you want at when it due...
This habit can ruin a soul to the last point where you might not think of something good to do with your entire life just to get satisfied and that's all.

The rush I get when that paycheck comes is more than I expected and the thoughts and anxiety that runs through me will not let me rest at all cost. its also a pain in the ass to me that I can’t control them. I’m very sure if I didn’t have some bills to pay, I will sure have to pay for some u wanting things that comes my way and I will surely be notice by people around me. Sometimes when I buy something I would ask mysef if I truly needed it or not but then I would have paid already before thinking of that. It got to some point I couldn't bare anymore I had to try hiding because it was so embarrassing and it could make a mark on my life. This act is an act that won't allow you to discuss the issue with anyone aside yourself and yourself alone not even your parents or loved ones or friends.

Living in this is kind of habit is very hard because it’s difficult on my part to keep all my money for things that are important but then it’s like a drug that I need at the point where it is needed until the mind satisfaction is done. The only problem is that, it’s an urge or a drive and only I can change myself.

You have to keep on struggling with it when you get addicted and control how you spend on it. I don’t have a solution to how to stop, and only God can take control of it. I rather suffer from my own consequences then to start something I can’t stop and it kills me.I think one day I will change this habit with the grace of God and the total determination of mind, but for now until I find a easy way to tackle my problems it will still be the same and it will continue to go in that trend and at the end of each months I end up been broke and this will lead to borrowing of money from people... This habit will make you go against your wish to do something. That's why it's is good to be self determined because it will be no one else’s fault but mine. That’s how it will just continue to go and you won't be able to blame other people for your reckless behaviors...