A Personal Reflection

There are times I wish I could change my situation forever. I wish people would stop bullying me for my situation and love me for who I am. I'm tired of people talking about how exposed they are when I'm not in that position. I wish they would talk about other stuff instead, but that hurts because I'm not rich. I wish I could also brag about my accomplishments and be confident like others, but it hurts because I'm not in that position.![](

I wish I could live without being compared to others, praised without being condemned, and corrected with love instead of being shouted at, mocked, or perceived as an idiot. But these are just aches in my heart.

I fought for someone's love because I wanted to feel loved too. I wanted to be the kind of person they cherished. I wanted them to be proud of me, but regardless, I fall short of approval and love.

I just wanted you to see me and believe that I want to make you proud. Even when mistakes aren't my fault, I want you to draw me in and twll me it is not ny fault and correct me with love and embrace me when it is my fault. Don't shout, laugh at me, or call me senseless or an idiot. It hurts me every time you do that, but I try my best not to care because if I did, they would label me as weak and immature.

I hope one day you'll see that I want to make you proud and feel valuable too. I want to also know i was always this vulnerable, always craving your love and attention but it hurts because it might never happen to me. Maybe one day, i will feel loved, respected and also be on the same level to talk about about my accomplishments and be happy with what i have achieved
I hope i am lucky too ans i hope the universe answers my prayers

                                                                Signed 
                                                       The Vulnerable Pen.

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