I'm afraid of the uncertainty. I like to be sure of things, knowing white is white and black is black. It's either this or that. So it's really disturbing and scares me that I don't have a template of my future. I worry about it a lot, how uncertain I am about my life in 3-5 years. It's easy to just forget the worries, living life as it comes striving to be better, not when there are external factors all up in your ears singing, "Do better, do better", like wtf I'm trying.

I am also afraid of uncertainties ! That's why I never think about my life in 3-5 years, not even in 2 months. Otherwise, I'd never sleep and always terrified and uneasy.