Approve of me -5minutefreewrite

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APPROVE OF ME!

Oh shit, you're looking right into my soul. I constantly constantly

no not always. I a lot of times feel this way. But sometimes I don't. But I'm not always happy about it when I don't, because I'm asking myself, why don't I want this person's approval? And it's because they make me feel a little uncomfortable...like because they don't seem to have the same values I do maybe? Or I just don't think they can see the world the same way...No, that's not even it. I'm not sure. It's awful. I feel

ugh
Talk about something else, geez.

let's talk about approval for a land loan! Yes. I took a break of a few days from fantasizing about a piece of land, but I'm BACK. I'm ready to fantasize again.

I really need to live life according to what I think and not engage with the people I don't think like. Because if I make my own mistakes, welp...But if I make mistakes because I think someone else knows more than me, then I feel upset twice...and just, hurt and stuff.

I dunno. You know. DYOR and all that. But the truth is, what research?

You can do a bunch of research and get bamboozled or you can trust someone that you think is trustworthy and get bamboozled or

where were we?

We were journeying forth into the promise land the promised land?> into a world where we do work that matters to us, that makes the world a better place, where our time and skills are valued.