Wow, your text was one of the best I've read so far. I identified a lot with him. I have narcissistic traits and I've been passive/aggressive, I'm not proud to make this statement, but I'm aware of my faults and I recently started follow-up with a psychologist. Silence is really cruel for us narcissists and also for those who have self-esteem issues. I await with satisfaction your next texts.
"I have narcissistic traits and I've been passive/aggressive" 0.0001% of narcissists would say something like that about themselves. Are you sure that you're a narcissist instead of being a victim of someone's narcissism? Honestly, it doesn't seem like there's anything wrong with you. I may be wrong, though.