Depression is a TERRIBLE thing ... but please know that someone hears you, cares about you, and is praying for you... I know it is hard to keep fighting ... I've been there ... but it matters that you LIVE. You matter. You might not be able to see it or feel it right now, but YOU MATTER. Your being here, at this time on earth, matters. I can't tell you why or where or how: I just know that you matter. Please don't give up ... the demons can wait just a little longer.