How on earth did I miss this post? Thanks for sharing this piece, and yes it is pretty disturbing. I suffered a panic attack once when I had the wrong weed. I actually thought I was dying of a heart attack a stroke and by being stabbed with a rusty spoon from the inside. Looking back I feel really dumb about it because I had the first responders at my house they took me to the hospital and when we arrived there I magically got better. Well I guess thats what I pay taxes for.
What meds are you taking? Have you tried smoking CBD marihuana? Of course you can also go with just the normal weed. But CBD could be a good chance that you get better. Not a doctor though so do your own research.
Hope you have some good moments too, and if nothing helps just make more music!
!LUV1
Damn, finally someone said it... Thank you!
Yes, for the "magic"... Wink-Wink!
Well, it's a long story, but I quit weed, cannabis, alcohol, all that stuff years ago... Maybe I can do it occasionally but I prefer not to, my medications are doin' what everything, everyone can't do, so yeah...