Crying is part of the healing process and it is good that you are able to cry. Looking at your blog will always be painful, however don't torture yourself too much. You've been through a lot. Give yourself time to heal.

I agree and I know that there is nothing left for me except moving forward. Things will get better slowly, one day, it will take time.

I feel proud that without knowing the future consequences, I have created a nice memory of the city, it will always stay like history...

Thank you so much dear...