I have been thinking a lot today about what to write. I had been considering writing something meaningful, probably a story, but then, I decided not to push myself. My heart cries when I write about war moments that I had to face when I was in Kharkiv. My life not only changed after 24th February but also I, myself changed a lot. I now understand that my mind set up changed, and psychologically I am damaged. It's been 70 days since it all started and 58 days gone since I left my home. The entire situation is brutal and hard to discuss. I thought, after keeping myself safe and alive, I probably will be able to start over again. I thought that things will be easier for me after leaving the country but I suppose the whole new chapter of life started when I crossed the border of Ukraine.
Anyway, finally, my bank account opened and soon I will get a debit card for transactions. As far as I have understood, this is a payment account so the bank provided some limitations as well. I don't mind having the limitations, I just want to be able to buy some food and clothes using the card. I have been wearing the same clothes again and again and I started feeling that these clothes are my uniform now. I got free clothes and I have been wearing them constantly like a school uniform... I sometimes laugh at myself seeing my condition but I can't do much.
I left a pair of shoes in Poland because that shoe was heavy and was completely damaged because of the long travel. I bought a new pair of shoes and now I have been wearing them all the time. I am thinking to do some shopping because I really need to buy basic things. So, on the day when I will get the debit card, I will definitely go to shopping. I need to fix my hair, need to buy clothes and shoes and last but not least some Asian food products.
In Almere, the price of the food products is cheaper than the clothing and other things. So probably, for shopping, I will go to big cities to check my options.
I also need medical help and pet food as well so I am trying to contact the volunteers to help me. I won't write about my medical condition because I wanna keep it private, all I can say is, that it's not very serious.
Pet products and accessories are very expensive here, I need a few products for Gigi. I have to take her to the groomer because she has been losing a lot of hair lately. She needs a good day and also needs her nail done. Probably next week I will take her to the groomer if I get my card in time.
That's all my current update...
Now I am thinking to share some beautiful moments that I had spent in Ukraine, Kharkiv...
I miss having dinner in a nice restaurant, I used to go to the restaurants every week, but not anymore. I really miss having good food...
I miss doing shopping in Nikolsky and having fun with friends. Even I used to spend a lot of time near this mall...
And of course, I miss walking inside the Mall. The weekends were the best...
I have made a lot of videos here based on this historical spot in Kharkiv. It is the oldest square in Kharkiv and people used to walk here during the weekend. I remember, this picture was the last picture in Kharkiv before the war, it was 23rd February 2022. I went there to finish some of my work.
Summer moments in Kharkiv, I have visited this incredible picturesque Quartz Quarry in Kharkiv. I enjoyed the sunset there. I have spent a beautiful moment near Donets river, during sunset I walked on the riverbank and enjoyed the astounding beauty of the river...
I was able to touch the smallest particles of Quartz, It was so white and felt like sand.
Lifetime moment and pure leisure at Xcountry Yachting, it was a great yachting day.
Don't know how my orchids are doing now, I guess they are dead already...
Winter view from the window of my home, it was in the middle of winter and a snowy day...
I don't know what's going on there and if anybody is living there or not. Everything messed up...
I was there to learn skiing and after the lesson, I went to this restaurant/ bar to have a cup of coffee. It was an evening moment, everything was covered with the snow and I clearly remember, I was enjoying the view with a cup of coffee.
I wanted to share a piece of my life in Kharkiv with you... I hope you liked the images...
See you around...
You can follow my stories here:
War Story - Was it hell? - Kharkiv, Ukraine
From " Kharkiv, Ukraine " to " Warsaw, Poland " - War Story
From " Kharkiv, Ukraine " to " Warsaw, Poland " - War Story | Part -2 - Lviv
War Story - Present and Past but no Future
War Story - Walked on the street of Warsaw like a Refugee
War Stories - Psychology and My mindset
Help in the Netherlands for Pets from Ukraine- Got Dog Food for my Labrador
War Story - Wednesday Walk in Almere, Netherlands | Veterinary help - Refugee Life
War Stories - 12 km walk from Lviv to Poland Border "Medyka"
War Story - Humanitarian aid by Voedselbank for Ukrainians in Netherlands | Good and Bad News
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My congratulations on getting the card. I hope this makes your life a little easier.
Also, I hope in the future you will be able to master the language and get back to working with architecture.
Thank you so much, let's see what is waiting for me. Slowly I am getting in there I guess...
I am so glad that you were able to get some good shoes since yours were damaged on the journey. And I am glad that your bank account was finally established. Maybe now your documents can be put in proper order for better things to come!
The photos are Kharkiv are lovely, and I can tell there are many fond memories there. Perhaps when the war ends and Ukraine is at peace again, you might be able to return and help rebuild. I am sure your skills as an architect will be in heavy demand when that time comes. Would you consider returning, perhaps?
For the time being, Almere sounds like a good place to be, to stabilize your heart, mind, and life again. I am glad you are finding the help there that you and Gigi need. We are thinking of you often, dear Priyan, and loving these updates from you! 💜
What a great observation, I didn't notice it at all...
I might, it depends on the future of Kharkiv, especially considering the territory because it is closer to the Russian border. I have been keeping in contact with the people who are still there. I can't write everything but all I can say is people are scared and afraid. You know that Mariupol is already occupied so our fear is next target might be Kharkiv, who knows. But surely I will go back when Kharkiv will be safer to stay...
Thank you so much for such wonderful words. Yes, this is the place where I can stay safe and take a pause. The journey was a nightmare and due to my mental condition, I am taking time to heal. Slowly trying to adjust here...
Is Gigi moulting? I can remember being covered in dog hair when mine moulted. I think I could have made a jumper out of it!
I've never been known for my fashion sense but it's always nice to have new clothes. I'm pleased you have finally got a debit card. You are slowly getting there. ❤
Yes and huge amount, easily a nice blanket can be made out of her fur :D
I am not going to buy fashionable clothes, I am willing to buy summer clothes because I don't have them. I was able to leave home with one suitcase that was full of documents, a laptop, and winter clothes. I didn't think about summer when I was leaving so :D, now I need clothes... :D
No, I can imagine summer clothes were the last thing on your mind!
For sure hahaha.. It was winter when I left, snowy war morning :D
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Be thankful to God you have survived a horror and now these bare necessities are secondary, and you'll soon recover from the wounds of war.
The images are exemplary and I really love watching the hand holding sand particles.
I am grateful and thankful that I am out of the horrific danger zone and I am safe. My friend told me to give myself time so that my mind can recover from everything. Also, my therapist suggested doing some activities. So, I guess I will be fine in time...
Thank you so much for appreciating the moments of Kharkiv city...
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Thank you so much for the encouragement...
Thank you for sharing your journey. What you have been through is something that will take time. Allow yourself the time. Please keep writing. Much love and hugs to you and the wonderful wonder dog Gigi.❤️ 🤗
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Thank you so much, yes it will take time, and eventually, everything will be fine...Gigi is a wonderful dog and I need to take care of her...Thanks again for your wonderful words...
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Thanks a lot...
If you can visit a doctor, please do so, prevention is better than cure. Be strong my friend. Keep safe always.
I am trying to get a doctor but here everything is so systematic that I need to wait for ages to get a doctor because I don't have health insurance from Holland :(
That's sad to hear :( I hope you can get health insurance too.
I hope so too...
Thank God you made it out of there safely. It's not easy to have experience such a horror. Thank God for your life. @honestyy
Thank you so much, yes it sad whatever happened but I am learning to live...