Thank you @creativemary! :)

Those are some good things to think about and I can see how it could help push through dark times. Maybe I focus too much on thinking how the darkness might take a while too much? Which pulls me down the path of desperation and then I just turn into ball of sadness. I guess it is also part of me looking at the lifetimes of countless others and how it seems sometimes that achieving happiness and something, anything at all sometimes never happen. Eh. Got to shake it off somehow? I will try and think about my whys and whats! Thank you for your advice Mary! Hugs