Isn't that the truth? That is what runs through my head, but, trying not to be such a pessimist. Of course, keeping her diabetic numbers low help, but the pain raises them. You are a great positive force and make sure you take care of you too as you are the crutch holding everything up.

I don't know what I was thinking, I have been trying not to put much on you as I know you will feel like answering, so I have been purposely avoiding it. But, I should have been posting WW. I don't know what I was thinking. :(

You could probably get respite help to give you a few moments away from it all. It actually may help a lot to have a few moments for you. It gives you so much energy. I am sure your insurance will take care of it. Shopping, walking or a nice nap might do a body good. It is perfectly human to do so.