hehehe yeah!!! well for me - it was different.
i didn't have the time change - i had all that time to myself hahaha watching you fly back home that night while I went to dinner and stayed at a hotel.
but i was so restless. and then i thought i'd fall right into the swing of things -but that whole weekend felt SO weird to me.
so so weird. like - i wasn't really HERE.
but then actually the DreemPort challenge really helped to just push me into a routine and start this...
i only have 2 more things to mark off for today - and then all my goals are met! hehehe
and then tomorrow will be 5 gold star day! hahahaha WOOOOOOOOT
i did it!!! (well i will tomorrow - but i know in my heart I've already done it!)
but today feels odd again. even though I'm in the motions... something feels weird. again like i'm not really HERE. hahahaa
maybe this weekend will be a nice rest/refresh/recharge and I'll balance it all out!
i am very excited for your family to get to Australia - and then... its Dreemie Time again! hahahahha
uh huh... i hear you... some confession time for me !LOLZ ... it may have something to do with me holding onto a little piece of your heart when I left hehe... to help me stay grounded and not miss my friend so much... it helped... a bit...but I still feel weird some days... so for me ... my experience of weird has been... after all that time together, in a completely different routine to normal, so full-on ...and then it was gone... something is now missing for me (even though we chat anyway haha)... and it's you... my friend... not being able to sit across from you in person in the kitchen or go for our walks and just speak my heart and listen to yours, laugh together, give you a hug, and have that interspersed with moments of silence... never awkward❣️ I mean we still have most of that in DM but yeah...
And for me, because God has blessed me immeasurably with your friendship, my heart now feels the physical separation because it knows the joy of spending time with you... and so..my heart actually does hurt sometimes that I live so far away from you hehe. My heart felt so full being in Cali, and I recognise that as something that comes with genuine connection, genuine friendship.... and now it feels a little less full and a little more empty... now that I am half a world away... despite the fullness and joy that I have in my life anyway with my own family and friends here in the UK... and having you just a click away on DM... So, here's to beginnings not ending!... I will catch you in DM... often haha... until we meet again in person.
Super proud of your Challenge efforts this week btw. You are rocking it!!! Your determination and enthusiasm are bouncing off the pages (screen) and I am so happy for you! It certainly does rub off hehe. Onwards and upwards into next week. Keep seeking out your joy.
...and because we all experience each other differently, and no two experiences of friendships are exactly the same... so this is my experience of you...and I get to say it back... I love you my friend, my Leah hehe (...and Dreemie time will come again lol)
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