Hey there @gorgeous, I am well thank you.
Having a little holiday in my home town with my dad for his BD but but to the big city and back to the job next week....😓...
I realised that since I started this job, I have not had one shred of creativity left in me. And that makes me feel really depressed because I am a creative. that is who I am. my core essence so I'm really going to have to change something to get the balance back again!
As always, the battle between good and evil rages (creativity VS money to live...)
And big HUGE hugs to you to my friend!
I hope that you've been well and are flo]ourishing over there and the heat is not getting to you too much!
Thank you so. I have @chocolatescorpi 😊🥰
Try to enjoy this week as much as you can, recharge a little in nature before you head back to the big city.
I soooo know and feel you. I’m the same… creativity vs money to live is a hard choice.
Sorry to hear it is draining you this much. I hope you can find a balance or solution to be a bit more creative. I understand. So far I have my photography now, painting… not so much as all is boxed up because of many moves. Still waiting for our big move.
Maybe make a creative journal, where you write your day in… but add as much creativity to it as you can. Little drawings or even rip out pictures from magazines and make little collages, telling your day. Maybe that helps a little. Do it in between… just to start something other than the al consuming job. If writing is to much work, the magazine pictures can tell so much. Just an idea. 🤓
I’m ok at the moment, was sick for almost 4 weeks, at the end of it now. So that’s good.
Further I’m packing boxes for our move 5 September, this one is unplanned.
The living conditions in this apartment aren’t good anymore. Landlord doesn’t want to fix things. Like the a/c… we have no a/c since this crazy summer… inside 31 degrees Celsius 🥵 just to hot to think even.
But our contract ends end of this month, so we quickly move out.
So I will be busy packing 📦📦📦 but I’m still here, I can’t do without a little Hive. I haven’t been that active the last weeks, but will catch up after the move. I try still to post most of the week. 😊🤓 and engage with people. So much love here…
Take care my friend! I’m thinking of you 🤗🤗🥰🥰