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I lie on my bed devastated,
My gazes are shutting down,
But my sense is striving and desiring,
That one day,my imagination will appear real.
But I hear a noiseless whimper,
From the grayest nook of my room whispering "I'm coming for what you wish for"
I heard an audible murmur,
Telling how I'm going to die yet,all I can do is simply lie down and shed tears.
Couldn't sleep,panic clutched my heart
Glanced through the windowpane,
There is the emerging of daylight.
Here I'm on the face of the Earth,
A miserable pawn; failed my sanity.
The wish of rewriting from wrong to right have been dashed off.
Life's changing rapidly,I'm losing my soul
This darkness is taking over,
Strived to speak, but failed my voice,
Discomfort became my best companion by the day.
I'm letting go, lost custody of myself.
Emotions are going numb,
You might call me unstable for submitting,
Yet what else can I do,
When darkness was the sole thing that expressed it affection.
Being alive each day,
Gloominess came to be my alarm,
Haunting me from catching a glimpse of the world exhausted of this agony.
I pleaded for death but it rejected me.
With my vulnerable soul,
I mumbled an utterance "Help"
I need the consolation to calm my soul down.
Real affection to reclaim me
I need somebody to discover the genuine me.
I need somebody to redeem me,my biggest enemy is me.
I can't combat myself and gain a victory.
I seek help,where will that help come from,I grieve.
The morning already pass by,in the afternoon here I am.
Should I have to wait till night-time.
The mental and moral strength to face adversity is fading away from me.
Lost the capacity to prepare.
Me, myself,my greatest enemy.
This small piece is about the challenges we face on and on in our daily activities and the means to overcome the challenge.
I said something about us(ourselves) being our greatest enemy,why?
I believe to achieve certain heights in life,one needs to be focused,determined and prepared for whatsoever might want to disrupt one's success.
There is a quote which says "if you fail to prepare,you prepare to fail". So if we decide not today prepare for an event typically no good outcome will showcase.
We need will,zeal, Preparation, practice, courage and God to overcome the self(me, myself,my greatest enemy) in us.
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