In real life I don't really lack much I mean I'm very happy with my life but one thing I lack in my life is that I can't trust people easily because I lose to whomever I trust and he always cheats on me This is the case with me anyway can't accept it and here lies my problem.
However, since life is about having faith, this is the most important thing for people, but now I understand and try to understand who to believe and who not to believe, but sometimes I have to make a very difficult decision about this and it makes me think a lot.
There will be wins and losses in life but I think it is better not to trust someone than to lose by trusting someone but sometimes you have to trust people but this is an eternal truth so actually I think it is wise to know people through actions but sometimes I suffer from indecisive actions. In case because if you trust someone, it feels bad if he doesn't do it right.
Although in the area where I live, the area has expressed its own good identity. People always ask me for work, but I can't actually give work to everyone and I can't say no directly to someone's face. But somehow I removed myself and thought that these people did not know me even a few days ago. But after knowing me for a short time, he wants work from me. In fact, I am sometimes very indecisive about whether they love me or who loves my work.
Although I have deceived many people before. But I don't want to trust anyone again. But when I hear the demands of these people, I myself become very emotional. I can't understand what to do then. Even sometimes I control myself. Because I'm basically in charge, there's really no reason to be emotional.