When I stand in the last month of 2025 and look back at the whole year I basically understand that time really changes quickly and we live within that change. This year has taught me a lot, some of which were happy and some were bad. At the beginning of the year, I planned a lot of things, some for work, some for personal and some for family. I was able to fulfill some and some were lost along the way, but the experiences made us stronger.
Unlike other years, this year I had more desire to fulfill some hobbies because I have completed my studies and am now working. So there were many hobbies that I wanted to fulfill but I wanted to fulfill them with my own earned money. And on this day in 2025, I can say that yes, I was able to do it. Did I do everything? No. It is not possible to do everything because not everything in human life goes according to plan. So that applies to me too. The main one was my own job and the second was my elder brother's marriage. And both of these were completed by God's grace.
Yes, this year I lost one of my favorite people, my uncle. But the sad thing is that I could not be there on the day of his death. This thing will haunt me for the rest of my life. He died suddenly and I live quite far away from my family for work. And it takes me about 1 day to go there from now on, which is why when I found out, it was not possible to go out.
And I pray that the remaining days will be spent well. I will start 2026 by adding some more dreams to the dreams that I could not fulfill in 2025. Standing on the threshold of a new year, we all want some good changes, some new light of hope, and a little clear direction in our lives, so I am working to build myself stronger and I have to prove it in 2026.