How I feel when I make a painting| I still like this painting

At that time, I didn't have much idea about painting, but I tried my best to put whatever was in my mind on the canvas.

I created the girl by imagining myself and I kept some of her things similar to mine so that she could relate to me a lot, like I made her hair long.

I was imagining myself as if I were going to a place, there were many people, but while I was painting, when I was lost in the colors, everything around me disappeared, I couldn't see anything, and the colors around me started flying, and everything in the world became dim in front of me, and I couldn't see anything except my painting and me.

I love these dreamy colors around this girl.
Which are pointing to a dream world.

And in reality, when I start painting, all the noise around me, any kind of noise, seems to disappear and I get lost in a world of colors.

Here I have made another version of it, in which instead of a cloud of colors below, there are some people who are praising her for making it so well.
Hope you like it
Take care