Feeling sad to hear about the loss and I can feel your pain a little bit as your words express how painful it was for you and your family. I wish nobody face such kind of situation and I can understand why you hate dogs. And I won't blame you for hating dogs.
By the way, it reminded me of a telegram airdrop where dogs tokens were distributed based on the age of the telegram account. Did you join that airdrop? If not, then you can go for it.