I didn't know you are battling in such warfare within you ate. I thought you are just sick recently, but your mental health was affected as well.
When coping with self-doubt, always remember that we are here, looking up to you because you are the older sister, and mentor for us too. More than that, you are brave and courageous woman. You have been fighting and winning life.
I just wanted to say that it's okay not to be okay when you know you are not really okay. But when you are letting yourself to be not okay, is not okay at all.
Cheer up ate! 🤍
The last part of your post made me okay 😅.
But thank you for being there. Although I feel that others are being distant for some reason.