Hey future me, how are you doing/"how are we doing" over there? I solemnly believe that we are doing fine and good, I know our present state (this moment in time as I write to you) has taught and impacted us in various ways and life lessons.
Do accept my apologies for not "pening" down your address, well it is because I hope we are traveling around the world and once in a while we visit Spain in our private plane.
I know our past still somehow haunts us and keeps bringing our dark memories that we promised never to share with anyone, I do hope we get to overcome it before we finally settle down.
Words can not explain how much I yearn to see you happy, because right now I really miss being happy. You're the only one that can relate to the pain I am (we are) passing through now, the numerous breakdowns I get, the number of times I yell out my pain, the days I lock myself in the bathroom pouring out those hot tears of ours, the pain is just too much to bear she I don't even know what is really bothering me.
Sigh…
But, "HAKUNA MATATA WHEN MY DAYS ARE BLUE", I(we) always say that phrase to calm our nerves down a bit.
The frustration and rejections I do get now are what I can say has grown and it is now having and living the moments of its prime, it has turned me inside out several times, but for you (future me) I have not and I will never give up.
All the harsh words of daddy, the endless nagging of mummy and worst of all the little or no respect I (we) get from my (our) younger siblings just because I couldn't make it to the cut-off mark of the first UTME JAMB we took, well I bet you can relate to it because it left a permanent scar in the heart.
Thanks to the Most High, Jehovah Shammah because as I write to you now I'll be resuming school (university) in a few days, even though I (we) wasn't offered our dream course, but at least we get to have a new breathing space away from home.
I wouldn't want to talk too much and bring in fresh memories of the past to hurt you, I just do hope you get stronger, wiser and keep pushing forward.
Just so you know, the goal still remains the same and don't forget the motto "HAKUNA MATATA WHEN MY DAYS ARE BLUE".
You just chase your dreams, you don't even take the time to sleep, but don't forget to breathe. I repeat don't forget to breathe.
Keep safe, dress well, smell nice and always put a smile on your face, happiness is coming on the way. Better days ahead.
"HAKUNA MATATA WHEN OUR DAYS ARE BLUE"
Becoming who we are meant to be is never easy, things will not always go the way we want them to, we just have to adapt and give our best to all the situations we find ourselves in.
Congratulations on gaining admission, although I have to say the real stress is only just beginning. When you start fully, you would understand. But I am sure you will overcome in the end.
Thank you for sharing this with us.
Thank you so much, yeah the beginning is the real deal, but we keep pushing regardless.
Thank you for the wonderful comment