This was such a beautiful read and I can totally relate to how you feel right now. I am so proud of you that you are constantly working on your growth. I understand that part of not trusting yourself to follow through with your plans, it happens to me a lot and it makes not even want to try things out.
We are all works in progress and we have to be kind to ourselves, no matter what. I can be very hard on myself and I know where that has got me. I can’t even bring myself to be so optimistic anymore and the day passes by, I just feel more lost in a world I do not recognize because I know this isn’t me.
Well, I wish you grow massively in places you intend to. Don’t you ever give up on yourself, dear friend. If you need some cheers, we’ll be here to cheer you on. ❤️
You're so kind....
Not trusting oneself can be so frustating and I'm sure you can relate on the negative effect it has on one's self-esteem.
I totally get you on being very hard on oneself, I am my own worst critic, you just have to come to terms with the fact that you expect the best from yourself that's why you're so hard on yourself, in the process of doing that though, know that you're only human and we're far from perfection.
Thank you my gee💙