Choi... Nothing can ever prepare you for something like this. Even when our loved ones are old and well gone in years, even though we know that every human will die one day, it still doesn't make it easy. The idea that we'll never be able to see or talk to them ever again is haunting.
I'm really sorry for your loss. I hope you find the strength to pull through.
I guess as time passes, it gets better.
Thank you very much.