Hahah - I don't think so, but I try to rock when I can :P I wondered if I didn't come across properly, but I'm glad that the second reading made you see what I intended. You know, that dorky stage when you're not quite confident enough in your sexuality but you are soooo obsessed with someone, but can't quite say it? I mean this girl was going to drink as much mushroom coffee as her wish-she-was lover wanted! xx