That was an engaging piece, kudos.

For me, I believe going to church and believing in God are two different things altogether, maybe, for some persons, going to church will strengthen their belief but also for some people, going to church will make them ask questions as to if it's actually the right thing they are doing especially when one gets to climb the ladder of the church to know the things that goes on in the church not known by other congregations.

I am glad to hear you haven't left God and I know you won't also leave him from the way you talked and it is indeed the right choice