Has it happened to you to open up and tell your dreams to the wrong people, making you feel like you will never succeed because everyone mocked your idea?
That hit a sore spot for me. I don't know that it's the wrong people, but instead, it feels more like the right people at the wrong time. I've learned that not many people are ready for what you have to say. If it comes out at a bad time, then the revelation may fall on deaf ears and you might miss the support or criticism you are seeking.
Your painting is very active. So many things are going on in layers around the main image. You're almost trying to break out of life's standards to find yourself in a better place. The lines all about your work seem similar to vector mapping you find in weather maps or fluid flow diagrams. Along the edges and corners, it looks like cells or stars connecting to each other.
There's a lot of stuff going on in life that we never see at once. The painting is an apt representation of real life, I think.
Thank you so much, you nailed it so good when you said this You're almost trying to break out of life's standards to find yourself in a better place
Uh my, straight to my soul....it is like you have read Me beyond the painting. Incredible intuition!
I don't know that I'm going through the same thing as you, but I'm definitely going through something. I married and had kids later in life. Now, I'm pushing myself harder than I thought possible to catch up on the progress I should have made when I was younger. It makes for very long days. Whatever trials you're going through, know that you can and will accomplish your goals and more.
I can feel the strong desire to succeed behind your words. I believe that it is never too late to catch up. Never. As long as you are still alive you can always change your circumstances and make changes. It is hard, it is scary, it is frustrating. I have faith that me and you and anyone else who really wants to see a positive change in their life will succeed. Somehow. The journey of 1000 steps begins with the first step. Thank you for your kind words, they are a balm for my soul🤗