This is deep and powerful @alekst7 You have been very thorough in your analysis of the source and scope of bitterness and how we, as individuals can address its presence in our lives. I am very sorry that you have had to experience such immense loss in your own life. I can't imagine how difficult that must have been and still is for you. I lost my Mom 2 1/2 years ago and the hurt of that wound still opens for me from time to time🙏 Here is some !LUV and a big hug