Yes, that's right. This is the problem with translating from one language to another. Some words don't exist.
I checked for a positive word, maybe this, Oneness? I never thought about this at all until you mentioned it now. I went to look for a word and found that. I just learned something new because of you. I know this word but never thought of in relation to a positive experience of loneliness.
Is a hard to swallow pill, but sometimes when you are alone, at peace, at unity with nature and your enviroment, dont you feel fine?
The very best relationship I've ever had and do have, is the one with myself. There were many challenges I experienced, many experiences I had, all of which I needed to develop a close, intimate relationship with myself. From that comes a peace inside, a contentment that is untouched by anything outside of me.
Being alone with myself is time I treasure beyond words for all that you've said and so much more. It is the most peaceful place to be, even with difficulties. There are always upheavals, difficulties, challenges, but if rooted inside, you feel very fine indeed, even in the midst of storms.
Its true, you feel better indeed, like all in life makes sense <3 It took me one atemp against my life to learn this. Im glad you dint learn it like that <3
Yes, like all in life makes sense. There's so much more to my story than I'll ever publish in the public realm, but let's say I'm well acquainted with many things. 😉
I send you a big hug, lol im quite sure about it, my past relationship involved BDSM, swinging and cuck fetish, that is what make worse a infidelity, because is not about sex, i never had a problem with that, is about falling in love for others the thing that destroyed that relationship and ended up making both into control freaks and maniacs. Just to say a few things i dint mention on my post :3 that are "ok" for the public.
Thank you, hug received and returned. Wow, you've got quite a life story with many layers. The more I get to know you, the more I respect you. You've traveled quite a path. Thank you for sharing. I hear where you're coming from with what you've said and I get it.
o.o You still have yet to read the old stuff i already posted, im a funtional autism, that relationship was the firts time and i did almost everything, we both explored the world side by side, but we grew apart and she began fallign inlove with others, she became a bit of a control freak because i dint made that mistake, the thing she never realiced is that: two women is way too much for me, and that is what makes it worse xD, because i just cant handle that much need for attention and love, i just CANT. This post have some time coming, slowly but surely, and im really glasd you were able to finally voice it out, especially because i got my spirits up and mange to do the same on my own thanks to it. Im gonna close that side of me for a long while, but a bdsm post will see its life, eventually :D