Thank you for this greatly written masterpiece....

I love being alone
BUT people exhaust me. I'm not made for long periods of interaction. There are those few special people I can actually be around without exhausting my capacity for social interaction, but they are very rare and often change into the other kind of person after a while.

This clearly described me and i think this is where my supper power lies.

Only When I'm alone i can go deep in to myself as far as i want and in the deep state that i can figure anything out .

I can relate with every piece of your thoughts in this post.