I can feel the strong desire to succeed behind your words. I believe that it is never too late to catch up. Never. As long as you are still alive you can always change your circumstances and make changes. It is hard, it is scary, it is frustrating. I have faith that me and you and anyone else who really wants to see a positive change in their life will succeed. Somehow. The journey of 1000 steps begins with the first step. Thank you for your kind words, they are a balm for my soul🤗