I hope you found your fountain pretty soon and real peace of mind.

I hope so too my dear, I just have to keep believing and to never give up..it's going to be better soon.

I think i was very lucky in this regard i can't remember how my dad ever shouted at me talk more of beating and that dose not stop me from turning out great. They need to know is not only by spanking before a child can be discipline.

I think you sure are and I guess your dad is very insightful. Exactly, it's not always hard hand that brings the desired results, children always grow in line with their Environment so if they see that things aren't really well put they tend to misbehave.
I hope you find your fountain too my dear. Thanks for leaving a comment