I can relate to some of your insecurities. As someone who does not like to share much (I would rather observe from a distance) it was hard for me to write anything -Plus I do not consider myself a good writer.
However, like you said we are going to keeping pushing, plus the goal is to learn and become better overtime.
We didn't come this far to give up. We keep pushing and writing.
We will become good at it soon.
Thanks for reading