Gradually, my hive growth kicked off from somewhere. Can't imagine that about two years ago, I was a new that needed grooming, I searched the ends of hive for more knowledge until I came across the newbies initiative.
Looking back to where I started, I can't help it but feel amazed at the progress I have made this far. Quite amazing I must say.
This year started with me having lots of expectations. I must say, the goals I set for this year seems impossible to accomplish, but gradually, I have accomplished more than half of it - both offline and online goals have been accomplished to a certain degree.
I believe in my capacity, but most times, I do feel like I am not doing enough and need to put in more efforts. I don't believe that my current level is where I need to be. Looking at many block producers, I feel like I am not in the right place. Hive blogging is awesome and all, but I aimed for hive block production. I really want to run a witness node, put in the struggles to reach the top at least.
So far, I have learnt a lot of things about being a witness. The knowledge I have is actually making me scared, as I always down-talk myself. I'll say, my major problem is my mind. Always thinking of the good, the bad and the ugly, but instead of focusing on the good, I always focus on the - "what if."
I guess I'll have to work on this in other to get my goals.
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