You're smart, and you don't take shit from nobody. I've always known that about you even though I only know you from way over here.
I can tell you're in much better spirits now. The smile is inspiring. Keep doing that.
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Oh I am so grateful for having this strong spirit. I will write a book about this experience. Hopefully it will make it to be published as there are so many memoirs written out there. I feel like I dodged a bullet from Chucky and I look back and think: wow, it feels like a Hollywood movie, I am going through hoops in this journey. Physical pain is though, illness ( a diagnosis on paper) can be tough. There is hope for healing both of those but stupidity ...boy is that incurable lol. I pray to always keep this badass spirit ready to go and change countries, resign from shitty tattoo apprentice jobs to sleeping in a beauty salon to dumping a toxic doctor. Real life always beats a movie. If someone who hasn't read my posts would see all of the happenings on a screen they would call bullshit. But I am vlogging about this because in this fake world someone has to get real. Perhaps I won't get viral but at least once in a while another human in need will discover me. And a light will switch in their mind: I can be a badass too.
I am in great mood because I know I am in good hands. There is comfort in that. I knew Chucky was out to get me. I feel that a lot of people got put off and maybe envious for my good spirit. Heck...some are in great health and their mood sucks, imagine how depressing it can be to see a cancer patient in better mood than a healthy person! No wonder that I've made people raise their brows.
I am open to what the universe is ready to give to me. I am ready to live 100 years. I am ready to go to super heaven. I have lived a life where I constantly took risks so I have no regrets and the balls of a fierce bull lol. Full force ahead!
Several years ago, my mom went through all this. I saw and felt everything she was feeling throughout. I know this challenge, well.
We'll be enjoying another Christmas together, her and I, and the rest of the family. Tears of joy just thinking about it. Cancer free.
And that was hard to say but you're an inspiration so I said it. Keep doing that.
Ahh so you saw the journey through cancer from up close and know the struggle. I am so happy that your mother is cancer free and that she had family next to her in that gloomy time of her life.
Well I am finding meaning in what is happening by sharing it, with goods and bads, with highs and lows as I am only human. I have no idea what lies ahead but I know something for certain: facing any challenge with dignity and faith in a higher power will almost always save a human spirit which is under attack , be it by illness or other humans. Thank you for your words, behind the screen I can feel the feelings under the virtual ink. Smile.
I did smile. And I also agree with you, fully. Normally I'd have a lot of words but in this moment I'm listening, all while seeing and hearing great things. Keep doing that.