Hello @josehany, I hope you are emotionally better today! I feel identified with your post, because I think you have depressive episodes, maybe I don't know. I have felt like you in many moments, even today, is one of those. There are people who get depressed as part of a fermentation and other situations that happen that cause injuries to try to bring it down, I identify with the latter. I am also like you in other aspects, many drown in alcohol or do some kind of madness, but even in these circumstances my conscience does not allow me either. But the truth is that it is good to do things that take us out of our own self-lamentation. I still lose my appetite and tend to isolate myself, I also sleep more than normal. We all have different reasons but there are common feelings. It's good that you shared your experience, that food looks delicious and part of your feelings is catarchic. But you didn't talk about your company lol maybe it's for a next one 😅😉